And all this time that I'm thinking that I should either go back to sleep or shower and start work on commission stuff, trying not to get into a bad spiral about how pathetic and futureless I am, and hero-worship for Yoh Yoshinari.
Did I mention that I'm easily distracted into feeling terrible about an ex-girlfriend, distracted by anything cute animal photos online, that random memories came back today?
And that I've been kinda horny?
So my thoughts and emotions are ALL OVER THE MAP.