about despair
I was thinking how the personal context relates to the background/politicized noise; in times like this, there’s a desire to follow your bliss, have a rich supply of personal relations and experience. But... I am still stuck making rent, saving up slowly to move, don’t feel valued at work or free at home, etc. Following my bliss and having a full life feels out of reach, what proactive measures I can take feel like stretching my energy to the limits.
Maybe it’s this way for you?