mh thoughts
So I feel really emotionally ugh today. Anger, anxiety, sadness. I feel like a lot of the last few months I’ve been fucked up as emotional fallout of the abusive, trapped, stuck situation I had in 2017.
The good; if that’s how messed up I can get from one terrible year, maybe I should be more forgiving of the speed at which I haven’t recovered from childhood.
The bad; just how badly fucked up emotionally will I be for long if I make it out of the Bay Area or into an art gig?