MikaMurstein @MikaMurstein@awoo.space

So my life is trying to find links and texts I'll have never the time or capacity to read since the #eyefoo (that makes reading hard). Maybe it would be okay, that I can build the book on what I knew before this summer before I started writing the book. But I don't wanna fail, I don't wanna hurt any mentioned group by ignorance. And this expectation towards myself meets my physical limits and the limits of access to texts. They are not all available for me juste comme ça.

Oh noes! I quoted the title of my own book to come wrong. m( Here is the correct title, no word left out: "I am a queerfeminist cyborg, that's okay" - Gedankensammlung zu Anti/Ableismus. https://www.edition-assemblage.de/im-a-queerfeminist-cyborg-thats-okay/

Muss schnell 1 Film gucken, weil lonelinessfeels sher heftig gerade. Was keen Wunder ist, weil alles dreht sich nur um's Buch und die Erschöpfung drum herum. Vielleicht bin ich nach Fertigsstllung öfter hier. Wir werden sehen.
Gehabt Euch wohl!:)

Huhu! Hier die Vorankündigung von meinem Buch "I'm a cyborg, that's okay" Gedankensammlung zu Anti/Ableismus...

https://www.edition-assemblage.de/im-a-queerfeminist-cyborg-thats-okay/

I am really not a mastodonor I guess?

*waves bye*

I'll tell you when it's over. #stressallover

Zuviel Stress um irgendwo was Zussamnenhängendes Zu schreiben. Nach Abgabe der ersten janz jut gewordenen Buchhälfte, tiefes Loch, weil zuviel auf einaml zu lösen ist, was Konzentration auf das Schreiben verunmöglicht.

The Interview with the black disabled activist was great. We talked one hour and fifteen minutes! It tekes an hour at least to make a transcription of just 5 minutes or so. Habe to stop continuing my chapter, transcript comes first, so sehe get her money, when I finish. I am quite sick at the Moment, some imflammation around my eyes, hopefully not the eyes themselves, don't know yet, caught a cold too, plus high amounts of the usual+known pain. As the month June is already a difficult month...

Interview verschoben von Gesprächspartnerin aus. Mehr Zeit für Recherche. Oder #anxiety. Naja, immerhn findet es bald trotzdem statt. Hing selbst in den Seilen.

*interviewt nächste Woche jemensch für's Buch*

I know I write a lot of mainly about the process of writing under the conditions I live. I try to figure out how projectscp can become real while facing barriers, that I have the promise that the book will be published makes all the difference while being forced to have Patience in this process.

Hope it is just a matter of getting used to dictating without being so selfconcious.

On better days I type. On bad days I use the new software which affected my Style somehow. Which is better when talking in front of ppl or writing in a flow.

I have faster Internet finally and speech-into-text-software recognize the word antiableism. I often manage only one page per day, but Intry Just to get used to the slow rhythm. There is nicht other way to write this book. Once I did Translation a book, and mamanged at a high price for my health for pages per day for some time.

Goal is to finish the first chapter this month and I am making an Interview with another activist for the book! :) But atm Body is multiple bad. Have to wait until it's better in order to continue with the chapter.