sexuality, trauma(mild mention)
grr, body and mind both being really acey after intense magick stuff is a frustrating (Tho possibly unrelated) side effect. Been like a month :/
feel guilt about it tho because lots of trauma/shaming by ex partners for being acey and tendencies for chunks of time, this particular bout just feels more out of our own control and the body is not reacting to any touch now.
sexuality, trauma(mild mention)
@MinUmbra
*offers a supportive mouse-hug*
Dealing with bleed over kinda sucks. I'm glad that you're at least contextualizing it healthily enough. Having an understanding partner is a blessing.
sexuality, trauma(mild mention)
@MinUmbra We love yous no matter what, we can wait as long as it takes. Cause in the end we love yous. <3
sexuality, trauma(mild mention)
and simultaneously partner is having T spike from hrt lacking stuff and is super hungry for such things, so its moar like when ppl from the past have been awful too us for it and wanting type memories, despite current partners being rly positive and not suck or bad about it