I should go to bed, but I haven't even started playing games tonight...
I hate that I got old, stupid responsibilities happened, world worry set in hard and deep, and now relaxing and playing games sometimes feels like a chore... not in that I don't want to play them, but in that they have become another item on the to-do list, and I know that if I try to check it off early, then it's all I'll do for hours, so it has to be the last thing I allow myself to do or nothing else gets done... and then it's bedtime, already...
... so... another night of power napping just to play a game... or actual sleep... hmm...
... stupid responsibilities...