Crazy
I want to say I'm anxious right now but that doesn't really capture what I'm feeling.
I feel like my belly is so full of fire that I can't figure out what color it's supposed to be. It's like it wants to come out as a shout in enochian, but I'm in no way equipped to say what I feel.
This is when I wish I'd been like the rest of my family and fluent in a musical instrument from ten years old. I feel like electric guitar could express this feeling.