Hey, uh, PSA.
Now I know a lotta you reading this were raised with the expectation that you were gonna grow up to be a Man, and it didn't pan out correctly.
And that's Fine, you're in good company. But what you probably didn't get was an education in the language of affection, and you Desperately want to feel comfortable and secure expressing affection.
This is rough, because Boys are punished for showing their affection freely, and it becomes an internalized psychosis.