I feel like I can Be Myself now, and that there isn't a -8 stat penalty on my Charisma score I have to work around.
Like dropping the weighted training clothes you've been wearing your whole life.
I've had to work on myself as a person to near exhaustion, making sure that I could tailor my projected personality to any one of my friends preferences, to make up for the fact I was fat and awkward.
So now I shapeshift on Reflex. I need to figure out what my True form is, was, and is supposed to be