Horny
I had seriously forgotten how good it is to be mounted by a guy who knows what he's doing.
90% of my hermfeels are that I can experience climaxes of equal intensity, front or back and like being the filling in a sandwich best.
That, and being a dom top just feels more natural in the Feminine role.
Boy me is the indestructible cuddly powerbottom.
Girl me is the rampant tentacle dragoness who's only sitting on your dick so she has open access to your Soul.