gender stuff, semi-horny I guess?
Currently I'm in the phase of wanting to be a boy again, but you know.
Not boy as in boy boy.
I want to be a boy pet and my owner makes sure I use the right pronouns and are happy with my body.
I mean, I do want it, but I want another person being responsible for it, so I can just be their boy pet and don't have to think of gender stuff too.
re: gender stuff, semi-horny I guess?
@Motodrachen There are some science papers, that show that that kind of "abuse, but not really because everyone is consenting" is actually a coping mechanism for many.
The study subjects were mostly rape victims, who engage into consenting NC role play and it helps them.
I think it is similar for me here. Like it helps me cope with my dysphoria.
re: gender stuff, semi-horny I guess?
@sabby Kerithe: Well yeah Duh. I'm a multiple system with one personality who's -Sorta- like that, but it's more like religious trauma.
So, I've been his therapist for years, and developed some really interesting tools for breaking mental chains. And Padlocks. And deadbolts.
Being the Keymaster doesn't stop at Keys, sweetie. An open mind is always worth a few broken locks.
re: gender stuff, semi-horny I guess?
@Motodrachen Honestly, if you want to break open locks... erm, you're welcome?
Not that you really have to fiddle in my head much. Everyone is more or less welcome.