@clipclopboom@snouts.online I... think you could use to get some help.
Like, I'm gonna agree with her. This has been some paranoid, psychotic, and suicidal stuff here and not the make believe kind.
I've had friends who thought the KGB were trailing them and they're much happier on low dose, modern antipsychotic medication.
I've had friends hearing the voice of God, Lucifer, dead relatives... And their posts before the psych ward looked like this.
Please check yourself in, sweetie.