So, after spending just about a year green up to my eyeballs to deal with some serious mental health issues, I'm tapering it way down and so far it seems like I Did manage to break a bunch of self destructive patterns I thought would come screaming back the second I wasn't emotionally shielded.

The bipolar swings are more or less gone now, but without that driving mania, I tend to feel a little listless. My body feels a lot more like I always wanted it, but in the process of quieting my mind and finding ~My~ voice in all the noise...

I found Three. In looking for My gender and place and Role...

I found out that I'm a lot deeper and more complicated than I was willing to give myself credit for. In looking for what I'm supposed to be...

I found even more possibilities.

So this year is gonna be spent chasing Those down, and growing as a person, because I've finally gathered enough questions that they're starting to answer each other.