@clipclopboom@snouts.online To me that says that you've had an emotional new beginning recently, that your pleasures and desires are being opposed by practicalities and Money, and that the new challenge is going to be knowing, embracing, and discovering the sacred feminine, and all that it Means.
But the outcome will leave you feeling unsatisfied. On top of that, You're tired of fighting, and you know that the fighting is because your partner doesn't want to share the load evenly.