Looked at a certain way, I make perfect sense. Just not according to any standard social model.

I'm polyamorous, pansexual, and I'm an androgynous in-between, like a Bishounen take on a Bara pirate character.
Most of the folks I like to play with sexually are Trans, or in-between or otherwise have some peanut-butter in their chocolate.

It's just ironic that by the time I'd achieved the body, the look and the status I'd wanted in my teens that I'd be wanting something Else but not sure What.

On top of this, all my friends like me just the way I am, and I don't know why that feels weird. When Kerithe is the dominant personality, she knows who she is, what she wants, and the body feels a lot more Normal for her. It's like gender dysphoria just doesn't Apply to her or something.