re: bad thoughts
@gnarlyanimal@snouts.online That's pretty normal for college life. the myth of college being a chance to actually learn to be an adult hasn't been true for Years.
It's what you do so you can get a piece of paper that ends up being more or less meaningful for getting a Job, and even then you start out on the bottom rung.
Keep at it though. You'll be exhausted by it for a while, but you're better off With a degree than without. :\