@plausocks Like... A little bit.
All of my friends have that kind of revelation it seems, when they start HRT. I've been on the fence for years because my gender identity is always teetering and contradictory. So, like... Envious, but still not sure if it's what's for me.
Especially since the Spiritual/religious aspect of my indecision and conflict resolved itself last year in dramatic fashion. o_o