it’s one of those things where i know how i really feel but i also don’t because it’s SO tangled in habit and history and counterintuitive experiences that i can’t for-sure say “oh yeah i guess i’m asexual” without a thousand “but what about”s that nevertheless dissolve the minute i examine the circumstances

sex(?) 

........there sure is a lot of me thinking “i like you so i’ll let you use my body for your pleasure” without any passion to speak of in my history though, yeesh

and always out of a sense of obligation or that it’s expected of me

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re: sex(?) 

@skolli Tohri: Erf. Again, Feels. Just like... Uh, the Boy/Top/dom aspect. I've been hauled off to bedrooms before by women.

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