Hey, PSA:
If you're in a bad living/working/relationship situation, and don't know what to do?
Start working on getting out of it. today. Put yourself on that path, because of all the damaged people I've known, the ones who got Better, and Fast, got away from the thing that was hurting them and started a life that was so much better than they thought possible when they were hurting.
And it's possible. Loneliness is a power that we possess to give, or take away, Forever.