Genitalia musing
@Motodrachen pretty much same here, except for ball size.
But even after I came through penile masturbation, I often am ready within a few minutes.
If you take anal stimulation, then it only makes me hornier, even when cumming. (Though there is no erection or ejaculation then)
Also anal gives lots of mini-orgasms, which is fun, but ultimately only serves to make me more horny.
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@Motodrachen yeah, but it's also like.
You're still male, so it gets conflicting.
The best orgasms I had, where when I got myself riled up via anal stimulation, then continued and added penile stimulation.
Full body climax and such. Really good, but a lot of it is also brain, which makes them near impossible today.
Also I have wide hips, thighs and such. Like my body is a mix of both, so I assumed low T or higher than normal E for some time.
re: Genitalia musing
@Motodrachen Yeah, it's definitely a thing and big mood. All of those
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@Motodrachen For me it's more like.
OK, I am female. But I am also male.
OK, /I/ am female, but here is my male counterpart, who also likes to have a pussy and occupies the same body, but he's clearly male and he has fantasies about being force brainwashed to get rid of the female side.
Who also likes those fantasies a lot, but she's more of the type who just wants to serve, like him, but also not.
And it's all this super confusing mess now.
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@maxine Keri: Oh, Big mood there, I'm the one who kinda kept us Male forever because Reasons, and I still like the Beard and the cock and all that. It doesn't get in the way of me being a Woman the way i like to.
...Besides, in my last life I was a Lesbian, this was some kinda Punishment, but fuck that I'm gonna try and Enjoy it.
Tohri: Yeah we got really confused when we found out all the dysphoria was on My end, and it was Spiritual/psychological.
Physical? Well, being 300lbs Sucked.
I just never had any of that masculine sexual insecurity, I guess? Uh.
Because deep down inside, my soul looks like one of Nek0gami's LGD critters. I Top like a piece of purpose built Industrial Equipment.
Keri: Yeah, uh... That part's weird, where Tohri's Male, he's Very Male. Just without any of that Toxic Ego that goes along with, That's My job, and like... that's kinda slaved to the Feminine.
Yaori: Flowers don't bother with all that, they're just Both and let the Bees do the hard work.
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@Motodrachen Also I need to lose weight too.
We both want to and hope that after all this is done and we can rest, we can pick up something.
We would both feel better with a thinner body.
Also still saying. Being full on feminine clothed and demanding to be called a "he" is hot!
Also similar, Sabby lacks the toxic part. I got more of the toxic nature, but I know how to handle it and don't be toxic to other people (most of the time).
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@Motodrachen Because Sabby isn't very talkative lately.
He's more in a rest state I presume and waking him isn't happening.
He kinda came up, long after I planned to transition. Like I had a male fursona once, turned them female to try things out.
Liked it a lot, stuck to it.
Then years later Sabby comes up (over various other characters before)
Before it was easier, but I do feel better though
But if you ask me personally, vaginoplasty sounds good.
Don't tell him though