I don’t like to admit it to myself, but, I hope people think I’m smart. I hope they don’t hear my goofy emotional voice and how I stutter and have a hard time getting words out and think I’m slow or even average. I think a lot, I think constantly, I have pretty strong convictions despite my impulses to please and/or flea the situation, and I hope desperately people see that more than my huge unlogical FEAR