aging, dysphoria - 

I thought I would feel comfortable turning 25 but lately I feel pretty out of sorts about it. I imagine how I treat people who are that old and nobody treats me like that, yet I have all the same limitations - my 20s are halfway done, my physical appearance has probably peaked, yet every day that passes is one I’m still trapped as a girl and a child in most people’s eyes ? That’s.. not fair? I don’t get these days back... :(

aging, dysphoria - 

There’s this Future Me who I know exists, who has a flat chest and who is comfortable with how they look, but he might not exist until I’m 30 or older. He, doesn’t get a childhood, he doesn’t even get his twenties, he’s born at 30 and his life span is so short. What the fuck I’m crying now? :(

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re: aging, dysphoria - 

@pexl It Can work like that but doesn't Have to.

I'm 33. Turning 34 soon. Just recently started HRT, and realized that I'd done all the Other stuff out front.
You're not wasting time. Transition from one state to another is a Long process, complex, and not just physical and chemical.

You're in the Spiritual part, and it Sucks because it's hard to talk about.

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