dysphoria, is it denial or is it just one of those weird enby experiences
Me: *swoons at being referred to with masculine terms, desires to be seen as a guy by cis people, undergoing masculinizing hormone therapy*
Me: *feels camaraderie with trans men and trans masc people, especially desires to be seen as a MLM by other MLM*
Me out loud: No, I’m totally genderless. No genders here. also don’t like to call myself a man
dysphoria, is it denial or is it just one of those weird enby experiences
My first impulse as a child upon learning that I could transition was to internally declare myself a trans boy. Later after reading and thinking more it got changed to nonbinary and agender, which felt more accessible and aligned with my opinions on the subject of gender. I still feel the same way about gender and would rather not have one. But I’m still here, navigating this gendered culture, making gendered choices
dysphoria, is it denial or is it just one of those weird enby experiences
@pexl You're allowed to cherish your transformation, your community, your situation.
You're heading Towards None Gender with Left Boy.
...That and you're a plural system. That makes everything way more complicated. Like even if One of you is genderfluid it can cause distortions.
And then there's systems like Us, where we don't have a fixed gender because we're all Different.
dysphoria, is it denial or is it just one of those weird enby experiences
@Motodrachen yeah, plurality has really affected things way more than I thought they would. We all have roughly the same none-gender-left-masc thing going on but with different levels of dysphoria. Avery is the most secure among us so literally doesn’t give a fuck about pronouns or transitioning or clothes or Anything, and sticks his foot in his mouth like all the time, making Pel freak out and think we’re a Fake Trans