Tulpamancy, mh, seeking advice
So I've thought about getting into tulpamancy for a little while because I think it could help me in some situations. I haven't delved in yet because I'm afraid that it will do more harm than help because I periodically struggle with identity issues, dissiciation, and unreality. Does anyone who has experience with this sort of thing know if manifesting a tulpa could make these issues worse? 
re: Tulpamancy, mh, seeking advice
@monstertrrash Short answer, Don't.
Long answer, if you're already trans, having identity issues, disassociation, all that, you Might have Disassociative identity disorder. In which case, you do a Lot of the tulpa stuff but you're not Building anything new, you're unearthing things about yourself you had to Bury along the way.
Also, I've seen what it takes to Make a stable, healthy Personality for a living being. It's a Fuckton of work.
re: Tulpamancy, mh, seeking advice
@Motodrachen true,,that's like, word for word why I never want to have kids.
I've done some spirit work of sorts in the past but there isn't one actively trying to share space with me right now so I won't try to will one to while I'm still not in the best mental state.
Thank you so much!
re: Tulpamancy, mh, seeking advice
@Motodrachen sounds solid. I have not actively practiced any sort of worship in quite a while but I've been meaning to get back into it because it was helping me. There's one spirit in particular I think I want to get back into contact with. Honestly, looking back they might've never left.
re: Tulpamancy, mh, seeking advice
@Motodrachen thank you for the feedback! I don't think I have DID because these aren't super constant issues, just things that I know do happen to me on occasion. I'm seeing a therapist and will bring it up with her. I will still heed your warning regardless though.