I think my sort of goal in life now is to become a mother. As in heal and grow enough as a person that I can fully nurture someone else in the way that I didn't get. Not as a biological mother because thinking about being pregnant makes my brain try and escape my body, but adopting or mentoring or etc. I'm not super sure where I'm going with this but it's been running through my mind more and more.
re: Thinking about motherhood
@Motodrachen omg of course. More faerie mothers needed!