Cabinet Derg @Motodrachen@awoo.space

@Nerts That's because aids killed most of that demographic.

@GlitterDisaster@snouts.online Elemental glitter dragon

@kelseyhusky Do they come from the same Gateway Colony from the Heechee saga by Pohl?

@Lunostophiles@snouts.online Oh goddamn. Get plenty of rest and fluids.

Do you have anyone to help take care of you?

@clipclopboom@snouts.online @Kilroy@snouts.online Will do. Currently pattern juggling, which is like rapid cycling for personality patterns. Keri, Tohri and Yaori are all up, but there's a little bit of argument.

@Kilroy@snouts.online Maybe I should start a PSA: Don't screw with the autistic kids for fun unless you're really ready to die on that hill.

@Kilroy@snouts.online
Tohri: Just to the point where I'm not ridiculed. All I was ever asking.
I realized after a while that it was my Attitude. I wasn't Cruel, stupid, Aggressive and Rough like them, so I was the designated Target.

I'm a soft, cuddly, open, loving, sensitive Dragon. I have a bad habit of Snapping one day and ripping into people.
And they never seem to understand.
They never seem to get that I hate being mocked for who and what I am.

@trysdyn It's even more disturbing when the manic pixie dream girl is a repressed personality and decides to Take the hell Over one day...
And nine months later she's buying groceries for the house and doing your dishes. o_o

Well, I'm not used to Tohri being the intrusive personality.

Tohri: But I'm... Kinda cursed. I Am Good with machines, with metal, fire, electricity. I like systems and understanding them.

I just get deeply emotionally invested. And I always find myself working for people who don't give a damn, they're Retiring soon and they've clocked out a long time ago on Being a Person.

Yeah. I could do that too. Could have at any point.

Instead, I get punished for being squishy and smart, Teased like I'm in School.

Tohri: In my personal life... I don't have to prove anything.
My friends and family know what I am.
Some of the guys act like I'm a wimp because I can't work through major depressions or sicknesses, but they're almost ten years Younger than I am.

I'm Tired of this shit. I'm tired of the Bigger Numbers, the competition, the coldness, the Armor, the fighting, the Ego.

I'm not a Woman, and that's Okay, Really.

I just don't want anything to do with the Male world anymore.

Tohri: I just want to say that I feel kinda cheated.

I tried so hard for a Decade to fit in, be acceptable, act normal and just be a Regular Guy that it broke me inside when I looked up and realized a decade later that I was never going to be able to Prove anything.
Never going to prove I was Worthy.
Prove my Ability.
Prove my Value.
Prove my *He spits it* Masculinity.

Only way other men Recognize you as Male is if you're a Monster.

And then they fear and resent you.

@ROCKETDRAG@snouts.online I'm glad you're on top of things! That's a lot to overcome!

@kdurmeter Well yes, I've actually gotten surprised at how many folks ask me why I'm taking so long with the foreplay. XD I'm used to a complex start-up procedure that takes a half hour before you know if your partner is gonna be horny or not.

Asexuals are Hard Mode.

@kdurmeter Okay yes, but what intensity are you looking for?
Casual touches and a quickie, or a whole season of Game of Thrones and so much that you can't remember how to move your Legs afterward?

Also, clothes on or off?

@MadokaMeowgica@snouts.online Are there any other symptoms? Disassociation, amnesia, or Deja-vu?

@Kaffe@chitter.xyz okay, you're cute.

@clipclopboom@snouts.online I can see the difference.
You're looking good, folks!

@hazzardwolf@snouts.online That last one is super pretty