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re: lewd, cursed 

@Galuade@snouts.online Baby Batter

re: Tooting my own horn 

@TrannyOakley@queer.party Props. Those portabands are notorious.

@skolli if I had an extra couple bucks I'd send you down some L-theanine to mix in to your coffee, for maximum hyperfocus and art productivity

@gnarlyanimal@snouts.online Benedryl Crumplyface

@Nerts That's because mens clothes are supposed to be Boring and colorless.

re: Weed (+/-) 

@Inazuma@snouts.online Yeah, the last two years would have been almost impossible if I didn't have THC and CBD to treat my gastrointestinal problems.

re: cw drugs, self-improvement 

@Inazuma@snouts.online My wife and I have been going through the Same. Having your medication means you can function as a human, not having it leads to all the Bad Stuff you were treating with the medicine to come screaming Back.

Weed (+/-) 

So, after spending just about a year green up to my eyeballs to deal with some serious mental health issues, I'm tapering it way down and so far it seems like I Did manage to break a bunch of self destructive patterns I thought would come screaming back the second I wasn't emotionally shielded.

The bipolar swings are more or less gone now, but without that driving mania, I tend to feel a little listless. My body feels a lot more like I always wanted it, but in the process of quieting my mind and finding ~My~ voice in all the noise...

I found Three. In looking for My gender and place and Role...

I found out that I'm a lot deeper and more complicated than I was willing to give myself credit for. In looking for what I'm supposed to be...

I found even more possibilities.

So this year is gonna be spent chasing Those down, and growing as a person, because I've finally gathered enough questions that they're starting to answer each other.

re: Upcoming Year (-) 

@clipclopboom@snouts.online If it's any consolation, both myself and my wife are restrained from procreation for our own biological reasons.

Try not to let that bother you. Plenty of folks out there who Need good parents and don't have them.

And they're already living.

re: Upcoming Year (-) 

@clipclopboom@snouts.online Sweetie, no. GRS or hormones don't make you a woman or not.

You're not There for the normies, you're not There to be Regular, or ordinary or agreeable.

And you don't even have to be hemmed in by the Gender Binary. Do you, for you.

re: (-) 

@clipclopboom@snouts.online Can always talk to us about the Other stuff, when you're ready.

And try not to stress too hard about normal life. Everyone takes it way too seriously.

re: (-) 

@clipclopboom@snouts.online And getting your Time as well as your Place right... Yeah, that's a tough one.

Right now, you've just gotta hunker down and take care of what you can take care of. Even in the darkness, every color can be found.

It may not come soon, but a day will come where things aren't quite so bad. And anyone acting like their life isn't bad right now is kidding themselves.

I've seen what a life without real challenges does to people. Those folks are Not to be envied.

@Cilich Yeah, I just kinda wanna be optioned out so all my friends have something to enjoy.

I'm realizing more and more that most of I had wanted was to just feel Attractive.

I mean I still want bigger boobs, don't get me Wrong, but enough people have said they like what I've Got now that I don't feel like garbage. <3

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