@skolli if I had an extra couple bucks I'd send you down some L-theanine to mix in to your coffee, for maximum hyperfocus and art productivity
@Nerts That's because mens clothes are supposed to be Boring and colorless.
Weed (+/-)
So, after spending just about a year green up to my eyeballs to deal with some serious mental health issues, I'm tapering it way down and so far it seems like I Did manage to break a bunch of self destructive patterns I thought would come screaming back the second I wasn't emotionally shielded.
The bipolar swings are more or less gone now, but without that driving mania, I tend to feel a little listless. My body feels a lot more like I always wanted it, but in the process of quieting my mind and finding ~My~ voice in all the noise...
I found Three. In looking for My gender and place and Role...
I found out that I'm a lot deeper and more complicated than I was willing to give myself credit for. In looking for what I'm supposed to be...
I found even more possibilities.
So this year is gonna be spent chasing Those down, and growing as a person, because I've finally gathered enough questions that they're starting to answer each other.
re: (-)
@clipclopboom@snouts.online And getting your Time as well as your Place right... Yeah, that's a tough one.
Right now, you've just gotta hunker down and take care of what you can take care of. Even in the darkness, every color can be found.
It may not come soon, but a day will come where things aren't quite so bad. And anyone acting like their life isn't bad right now is kidding themselves.
I've seen what a life without real challenges does to people. Those folks are Not to be envied.
@Cilich Yeah, I just kinda wanna be optioned out so all my friends have something to enjoy.
@MapleDeer Well keep it up, it's working.
Southern Mass's local machine healer and part time witchdoctor.
Tiny motorcycles, magic potions, machine tools, progressive rock, trance states, and hand sharpened drill bits. Oh, and I read Tarot. Probably 18+ just to be sure.
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