Cabinet Derg @Motodrachen@awoo.space

Wake me up when gender ends.

@Kaffe@chitter.xyz Yourself, duh.

@kistaro Usually I'm good at juggling back and forth, so it's seamless. And keeping that sorta thing going is more peaceful because both sides get airtime, and there's not a huge energy buildup behind one or the other.

The really tricky part is that each individual personality needs a different kind of therapy for different personality problems, and vastly different mental tools are required.

And there's otherkin stuff in there too, I'm just quiet about that aspect.

@clipclopboom@snouts.online Thanks, I could use some help later with stuff. ... I think.

Though now some of my issues have been resolved and replaced with weirder ones.

I'm feeling a lot better all of a sudden thanks to an intervention by Yaori.

I didn't consent, and she got me while I was distracted, and I -Really- don't like the magic she does explained out like that because then I can't unsee or ignore it.

And I really don't like that it Works. Like yes, Yaori, it's a Net Gain to my overall sanity stat, but what you just did is Absurd.
And you need to check with people before you just go around in their heads like that swapping parts.
Yes, I understand that the aluminum intake manifold you just put in has the right injectors and great flow geometry and flagrantly violates the second law of thermodynamics.
The fact you swapped parts like that while I was distracted and before I could Notice is... Notable, but it doesn't mean you get to do that without permission.

Slight addendum: My bad, it's really more like Disturbed's Cover of Midlife Crisis.

@cheyenne This but unironically.

Nothing quite like spending an entire weekend as your feminine Alter only to plop back into Personality Classic and fall into a deep depression.

And I can't even feel good about helping all the people she spent time with, because it wasn't really Me doing all that. And on top of that, now I'm the one who needs therapy and help, and Kerithe's Asleep.

And, like... Folks still need their therapy dragon, and when they swing by, I'm the big stinky steel and diesel dragon instead, and I... I can't help them.

And I know that I'm not useless and worthless, but I kinda feel that way right now. Probably just because I don't have any problems to solve, that I Can solve. That I've got the skillset to fix, that I'm Able to make a difference on.

I'm trying to nail it all back down, but it's shrapneling into Gender and Personality anxieties as I go, so while Keri has a really good idea of who she is, I'm left with like... I dunno, whatever's left over?

I'm feeling like Faith No More's 'Midlife Crisis' lately. Kerithe's popular, fun, and helpful for people. I'm left as a dysfunctional, anxiety ridden grumpy mess who's good at fixing stuff and yelling at people.