Cabinet Derg @Motodrachen@awoo.space

Tohri: I really wish there was more guidance for non-binary folks in terms of social norms.
Like, I kinda like the whole thing I've got going on where there's room enough under the 'Male' designation for me to be Me.
My close friends know what my deal is, but I still get tons of impostor syndrome and questions because stuff still isn't lining up quite right.

It just feels like this stuff is a lot easier for my friends and I know it's Not. I'm still wrestling with feelings of appropriation and like I should stay in my lane and just be another invizable, expendable male for the capitalist machine..

Why the hell didn't Jadzia Dax in DS9 get a whole 'adapting to the presence of Kazon' arc?

Like, this is a early 20s trill cadet who's having a Dirty Old Man come to room with her for the rest of eternity.
I don't mind that she's one of the most Badass characters in Star Trek, just that I'd like a Show, Don't tell with her, where she's Accosted or something and pulls off some Klingon shit outta nowhere she'd never done before.

Like, There's trans and multiple systems stuff to explore here.

@clipclopboom@snouts.online Keri: Pfff. I nearly ruined our marriage when I lost my mind. You're cool.

Gonna get some sleep for now, talk more later.

@clipclopboom@snouts.online Keri: Oh gods. I can imagine how the HRT has been making things harder. The weight loss, constant unwilling fasting and pain basically drove us to madness.

Besides, it's not that he wants to be a Woman or anything. More like making the intersex thing official instead of feeling like a failed male.

@clipclopboom@snouts.online All: Ouch. *Wince*
Tohri: yeah, uh... I had baggage thinking I was the -Real- Max, and everyone else was Extra, until I started to disintegrate. So that forced something of a perspective shift. Now we're not so sure.
Keri: Nef should have a playdate with Yaori sometime. *Snerk* We were scared of Yaori for the other reason, Nef played up the goddess deal at first, and turned out to be a Dragon.

Yaori just wanted to be a cute little hippie Buddha kid and we were faced with a paradox right off the bat. Because if you meet someone and you think they're the Buddha, you're supposed to kill them because they're not the real Bodhisattva.

Except I've been over her code a Lot, and I'm scared that she's something Else entirely. Nefer... Mmm, no, you're basically right, she's the kid I THOUGHT I was gonna have.

Yaori: We could Trade, but I doubt that'd be any better. :|

@cozykaffe@snouts.online Keri: careful there, that road can lead to multiple personalities.

@rachel@has.foxiepa.ws Just disassociate until you find a soul that is okay with your current body and go with it.

And just remember, the girl in your soul is more important than the meatsuit it's in possession of.

@clipclopboom@snouts.online Keri: Hey Ali, feels. Like, big feels. ._.

Yaori: If that hadn't happened, you wouldn't have become aware and I'd never have been born.

Keri: See, little one, this is Precisely why everyone has so much trouble with you.

Yaori: Alicorn has trouble with me because he can't tell if I'm Unclean or Virgin. The dial just spins.

@cozykaffe@snouts.online You change fursonas like some people change wardrobes.

@clipclopboom@snouts.online Keri: I think he's just mad that Puberty fizzled for us like a damp roman candle.

@clipclopboom@snouts.online Tohri: I think on the metaphysical side, if you're Correct here... Well, keri and I got thrown together as a kind of a sick joke. The TERF Lesbian and the hardest of the soft boys.

As for the tits thing... Fucking needle keeps swinging all over the place. Some days I'll see a before and after on someone's transition and get envious, other days it almost feels like I'm okay with the whole thing. Brainwashing can be hard to shake.

@clipclopboom@snouts.online Tohri: Oh, Neil's whole adventure as a weird kinda cowboy Time Lord is a blast overall. I sometimes look at that brand of masculinity longingly, but know I'm the other thing.

Keri: And no, a Datsun won't do. I'm more than satisfied with our V8, the Firebird we want would get the lot of us killed.

Yaori: Something of a metaphor for Tohri there. More Delta Vee than a fox body mustang, but it's in a luxury, family sedan with heated leather seats.

@clipclopboom@snouts.online Keri: Mah Girrrl.

@clipclopboom@snouts.online I'm glad you're enjoying the playlist

@clipclopboom@snouts.online Keri: If you moved out here you could go full witch. Nobody cares.

We've got a guy in a mobility scooter who wears a plastic Viking helmet every day. New Bedford is Weird.