I own so many skirts, dresses, and otherwise girly clothes that it's actually kinda nice to clean up and get dressed up masculine.
Especially because when we went to my mom's tree decorating party, it was Kerithe fronting, in her favorite blue skirt and shirt, with our hair down.
And nobody said a damn thing. XD
re: Family(-)
@clipclopboom@snouts.online https://open.spotify.com/track/05yypZXDQjTGEoXBf2MZqs?si=ecU_z6ydRtKmvMqc_4u2Uw
@plausocks Those are easy though. Duke and I did the battery in my Continental in the five minutes before the auto parts place closed one night LOL
@skolli Yeah but somebody keeps tying your metaphysical shoelaces together.
@skolli I've seen that fluctuate wildly however. =P
re: probably narcissistic
@skolli Kerithe: sweetie, I take over, look in the mirror and go 'Ooooh. Now There's a boy I'd fuck'.
And it pisses Tohri off because I'm supposed to be the Woman in here. It'd be a lot more dysphoric if all our ladyfriends were in disagreement.
They're Not. *she grins* Funny thing, when you're a Woman's idea of what a Man is supposed to be.
re: plural stuff, kinda nsfw
@azushark Feels.
@skolli Bad self image and a need to project sexyness.
re: plural stuff, gender stuff, hrt mention
@wntrdrgn@snouts.online @azushark Tohri: Hell, Fictionally I've had tits for more than a decade.
Keri: And really my only preference for the meatsuit is that we keep the Beard. <3
Tohri: Yeah, I know... *Sighs* all the ladies love the beard...
@vanessalynne Don't beat yourself up so bad, you shoulda seen the shit Kerithe used to get me into when We were growing up online.
Then again, Livejournal was NOT the best place to grow up.
@skolli A whole lotta horn and not a lotta blowing going on.
@skolli Toot toot motherfucker.
MH, Christmas, PTSD (+/-)
Doing better today. Didn't realize how much post traumatic stress I was dealing with from my childhood.
I need to be more communicative when I'm hurting, not hide it behind forced cheer and extroversion just because my Mom would go off on everyone and ruin christmas if anyone complained about baking 20 dozen cookies for her Alcoholic friends.
I need to be open with others about my limitations instead of bleeding myself out for everyone automatically.
I need to accept that I'm not going to get emotionally reamed out for 24 hours just because I slipped and dropped a jar of pickles.
And it's a challenge when everyone is stressed and your alarm bells are going off constantly. It's hard to feel like everyone is stressed but not Because of You, when you're used to getting Blamed and Faulted and Guilted for things you didn't do, or intend to do.
Southern Mass's local machine healer and part time witchdoctor.
Tiny motorcycles, magic potions, machine tools, progressive rock, trance states, and hand sharpened drill bits. Oh, and I read Tarot. Probably 18+ just to be sure.
#nobot