Cabinet Derg @Motodrachen@awoo.space

I feel so much less dysphoric in general now that nobody will ever confuse me for "Just Another Guy"

@crepuscularCanid@queer.party Hunters would get seriously Irate with Yaori if she called what she does Hunting.

Nazi furs fuck off.

No, really, for your own Safety. Yaori here is a wonderful, joyous person who forgives just about Everyone, and she keeps all her dark impulses neatly filed away for just such an occasion as a Brownshirt rally.

And she's pretty sure that war crimes against war criminals cancel out.

I am really so damn glad that we know what the hell is happening to us or else last night would have been Weird.

It's a weird doublethink being physically male and also a Witch: Like not Trying to be a witch, just Being that thing. Like your whole Existence is a big loophole in the rules.

This is complicated somewhat by being multisys. Like we used to think Keri was the Witch, but now it's All of us. And Tohri wanted to just be a "Normal" Engineer.

After Much examination, the male bit just seems like a Legal designation more than anything. We know what to do with Legal stuff: Fuck it, as much as possible.
It's a black and white view of the world.

We need to stop looking at this internal situation as a Contradiction. It's like being born half-vampire, Or half-anything! It's not a bug, it's a Feature.

It's not Nosferatu, it's Blade!
Werewolves complain that something that's part Wolf and Part Human is a kind of Dog. It's only that if you look at it that way.

We're not used to this Confusion though; To all of us, we're sort of on a permanent Provisional license from The Goddess. Like being in a state where you can just keep renewing your motorcycle learners permit, Or living in a state where the kinda motorcycles you like riding skirt the laws entirely, on a technicality no-one ever checks up on.

And I'm not sure why that feeling has me Crying right now, but it does. I'm not an Impostor, I'm just in a totally different category than everyone else, and I've gotta be confident in what i am.

Because everything is a test. It comes with every tree in the forest being sacred. It comes with all the Mother's blessings being bundled up with her curses.
Her punishments are there to Teach us, not shame us.

@Lunostophiles@snouts.online I wish I could doublefav toots

There's a feel when you're a Multisys witch and you're talking to one of your plural friend, and you're Really talking to one of their Alters in the subconscious.

It's like RL subtooting.

@robin@snouts.online It's a man saying to another man in a nonverbal way 'I see you'
And that's it.
That's all it says. Because men are really just big thirteen year old boys, and every pubescent boy has just one desire:

"Look at what I can do, or what I am, or how far I've come. Witness me.'

So every Man kindasorta knows what it means, but anyone who didn't grow up with that paradigm has no idea.

Out in a blue skirt and Hawaiian, wife is wearing a grey maxiskirt and matching grey Atari tee.

Anyone asks me why I can't dress "normal" I'm gonna just tell them I'm intersex, this is dressing normal.

@pexl Smol Switch, just like u

@budgiebin@snouts.online Ugh I'm way overdue for a fluid change. Maybe I'll go for Synthetic this time.

@budgiebin@snouts.online Selling Bath Salts to Florida man again, huh kaye?