Cabinet Derg @Motodrachen@awoo.space

Watch out with hypnosis guys. I mean first of all it works. And you don't need Props for it to work either.
Second of all, if there's more than one person in there and you put one into a Trance, you don't necessarily put the Other in the same state. And they might not enjoy what the other one does.

This used to be a Major personal problem for me and I almost inflicted it on another person. :X

So, Got to have a Very intense session with a friend at the con who's a multiple system like me. Managed to call up her Sister Sara and get them to switch places for a few seconds before Sara got scared and receded.
Turns out they have Very different sexualities, and that Consent is a tough thing when there's someone in your head who doesn't know how to use the Body's vocal cords.
Everything was okay, but Uh...

Negatives of DID: You're not always the same person inside.
Positives of DID: One of you can go to a con and Party Hard, then sleep off the PCD for the rest of the week while the Other one goes to work and does the regular normal thing.

Of course Before I knew this was happening, I had to deal with Double PCD.

Furpoc has been so great already! I've been in mysterious witch mode all night.

Ended up outside the dance competition and heard that one of the dancers had just proposed to her girlfriend.
She was good. She won first place!

I waited till the crowd thinned out, walked right up, and said:
"You know, I'd been wondering who these were going to belong to. They're yours."
Put the two sapphire capped rings on her fursuit paw, and disappeared.
She Earned those.

But she responded to therapy and now she's something of an Equal.

Issue now ends up being... Okay, I know what's going on inside and it's so under control that I can actually control the states in other multiple system people. I know what, who, and why I am.
But taken all together, it doesn't have a Name.

Except maybe Witch. But folks today think of crystals and magic that doesn't work.

I only know the kind that Does Work. Maybe only because people see a Witch doing it.

Part of my issue is that the part of me that is Tohri has been Built specifically to be "Male, But."
Take just the Good parts of masculinity and slave all of them to service to The Goddess. A... Tamed male. Problem there is that as time went on, he got so far from a Toxic Male that there wasn't much left to him that had the Mars stamp on it by social standards.
And then Kerithe started manifesting.

And she's always been the avatar of Toxic Femininity. The Profane Feminine.

There's Sylveon Trans...

And there's Umbreon Queer. I'm in that second category.

Little ones, bear in mind that hypnosis and mental magic are dangerous.
You can have explicit boundaries and plans with the person you are putting under and have the Other that you're bringing out in that person not know How to revoke consent.
And it can be terrifying. So be careful with your subjects.

Especially the first couple times. It's powerful stuff

Being at the convention and... Really happy about how I present and who I Really Am, just realizing that What I am doesn't really have a word or label that fits well.

I'm just happy that I don't just look like another Guy. I know I'm not Pretty like my trans friends but I'm starting to think that it's... Not even relevant at this point.

I'm still jealous of the physical aspects of transition, but I'm pretty sure I know what I am now for certain.

Same as it ever was. I'm a Hermaphrodite.

Genderfluid/genderqueer life is changing clothes three times on a con Friday trying to get your presentation Just Right

-At a furcon
-Dressed femme AF
-Moment of indecision on which bathroom to use
-Just picks men's room because habit
-TFW the binary has become unreasonably cumbersome

Finally got to see one of my close friends post- transition at the con last night and had her trancing out before we even got back to her room.

For a two hour affirmation and therapy session she was consious for maybe a third of.
And only then because I almost stopped her heart sucking on her nips.
Mind you, this is after a full day of work, con prep, renting and driving a car three hours, and grocery shopping.
I'm fully charged today. who wants melting?

Gender of the day: Transgirl Candy

We're at #furpocalypse !!! Chilling in the zoo, ready to read some Tarot

Ready to make some magical girls.

I'm realizing more and more that I crave external consistency and consensus as a result of being multiple system.

Though taking meditative breaks to have an internal Family Meeting tends to clear stuff up okay, I still feel that getting to the point of being a true consensus being is gonna be a ways off.

Especially since apparently my third eye is just Open now and I've just gotta process everything it picks up and get good at knowing what it Means.