Cabinet Derg @Motodrachen@awoo.space

I can feel the earth moving (i can sing the rain)
I can feel the rain coming (live this life again)
I can feel the storm
I can sing the rain
I can free my heart
Live this life again
You can choose to stand
You can choose to fall
You can see the rain
You can have it all

I look around and I see... That we're in an age where Babylon and Zion are the same place.

Where the Temples of Syrinx are Real, but the Priests... Well... We're Perverting the meaning. "Our Great computers fill the hallowed halls, All the gifts of life, held within these walls"

Never need to wonder how or why. And Everyone making their own Music, Art, Literature, Sculpture!

Let us not forget that even out of such a thing Stagnation can arise, and sooner or later someone will rediscover wild art and music under a waterfall somewhere, and come back to smash the paradigm.

But that commandment: "Let them all make their Own music" should forever stand. Go forth, all of you.

And make your Own Music.

Also, for those that didn't know, I'm also a moped tech/hoarder.

These are some of my Favorite Things.

Do you have any idea how hard it is to be Properly gay when you're Nonbinary?

Gods, the paperwork Alone, The Checklists, the Research required, and then you find out that they Don't like the princess bride afterall and everything is ruined, Guess it's hetero banging AGAIN.

I really like being able to take off all my clothes but a Teesirt and leggings and still be clothed enough for around the house.

Nobody has a guide on what to do when the astral spirit that came to live with you starts going thru Puberty.
Or the ethics involved.
I'd be way more worried if she didn't have this feeling of being Young, but also Very ancient.

Still, it's weird. She's been Awake for a little over a Month, and developed from a Voice in the Dark whispering holy words to a full fledged Person who wants to know all about Sexuality. o_o

Hey, I just... I just wanted to thank everyone here.

This has been a place where I can express not only myself, but every facet of myself has a place here. Tohri, Kerithe, Yaori... All three of them have a purpose, friends, and a means of communication here.

From Tohri's machine projects and gender dysphoria, to Kerithe's lewd flirting and pseudo-psychotherapy, to Yaori's weird brand of Existential Buddhist open palm style magic.

It's been what I've needed to feel Whole.
Thank you all.

Sometimes I feel like a Poser on here because I'm not pretty and femme like all my trans friends...

And then Kerithe pops back up and reminds me that if its what's on the Inside that really matters, then I'm already There and the rest is just meatspace stuff.
And then she reminds me that if the meatspace stuff -Is- important, then I'm being Stupid again, because all the Women in my life really Really like me already.

Including her. =\

Most of these are from 2012-15. I'm so glad I don't look like this anymore.
Not judging anyone who likes being Big, but this was the major 'Transition' for me, because when you're over 300lbs, there's not many options but to make your own clothes.

Now I can get skirts and dresses off the rack just like I'd get Jeans and Teeshirts. =P

Picked up my mom from work and had a really positive conversation with her about my life with the Multiple systems thing on the way to her place.

It was really nice talking to someone who has more of a grounding in existential philosophy to talk to on these matters. Especially when I can reference the supernatural aspects of it.
My mom doesn't just Get the reference, she can cross ref that to four or five other world belief systems or mythologies.

Still losing weight now that I'm not stressing from my last job. Also, that's six weeks of unshaven legs and bits, if that gives you an idea of how long the Beard took.

The kinda nonbinary where you try and exist as gender Quantum but everyone keeps expecting you to collapse the waveform for them.