Cabinet Derg @Motodrachen@awoo.space

Do you folks ever get an overwhelming emotional surge that has no real human definition?

Like, you'll try and identify it just to be able to process it and understand why you're feeling that way, but you get an error code and before you can even begin to untangle it, it's gone and you're just kinda Tired.

I don't especially like Halloween.
Though it is the lead up to my birthday and Furpoc, so I'm always happy when it's here, just that seasonal depression hits me hard right after

I used to be a big round soft boi, what the hell happened?

I didn't realize how much Fat I've lost until I had a couple serious weekends going to the Gym at the Church of the Blessed V8 and drinking girly smoothies with Whey Protein.

I can feel all my muscles right now and it's vaguely uncomfortable.

Just a PSA folks, Don't go looking for Abyss to stare into.

http://motodrachen.tumblr.com/post/178631595801/shout-out-to-all-my-straight-sisters-im-so-sorry

The Titanium Dragon I live with is very much like me.
Except he's the Big Block V10 model and I'm the small block V8.
He has shiny, expensive toys and I have... roughly the same thing, but made from Garbage.

Like seriously, my entire PC rig is outdated, crosswired, and most of it was either Salvage or yard sale stuff. Boomers throw away some Amazing vintage Hi-Fi stuff.
His glows all over Everywhere with his 'Sona's colors, and is an altar to the worship of Bigger Numbers.

You know, constant panic attacks, personality flips,occasional visits from divine messengers, synasthesia giving people Auras you can pick up on...
All of that will make you super Blasé about shit everyone else treats as Important or earth shattering in their lives. Like, Their Mom is mad at them and their girlfriend is on Vacation.
Bitch yeah I know, you're glowing bright green with a sour milk overtone, it's not the end of the world.

Feeling like the Werewolf who just popped back into Human shape going "How do you do, Fellow Wolves?" on here.

And it doesn't help my overall feelings of Validity when I'll spend a couple of weeks feminine dominant, only to wake up a couple days in and realize I'm a guy again. For how long? The hell should I even wear today?

...Are people gonna like, Notice? Duke sure as hell did, he kept asking if I was okay today.
Yeah dude, I'm fine, you're just used to hanging with my evil twin sister.

You know, on the days where my gender and personality stay put and stable, I rapid cycle like crazy and end up rampantly horny.
But it's crosswired as hell, I'm Male today, and decidedly so, but I'm in Heat, I need to be Bred, and there's a spot between my legs that's been tingling and Aching all day.

And I never feel this way when I'm feeling femme. And it's really awkward because I start getting turned on by the smell of other Guys.

American Football is just really aggressive, competitive synchronized line dancing.

TFW you're low-key otherkin because the spirit you have along for the ride is in serious need of rehabilitation.
And even she doesn't know exactly what she is. We know where and when she came from, but the mythologies tied to those places don't ever mention something like Her.

Album title: An Irrational Fear Of Sous-Vide

I slept in today. XD I'm almost always up at 6AM

Oh, huh. Even just a mention turns it into a reply chain here. Derp

@budgiebin@snouts.online Also, moped rallies are gayer than furcons.
Like, seriously, if you wanna know where all the gay bikers are hiding, it's in the moped community. XD

@budgiebin@snouts.online Oh. That wasn't the final prize. Pike Powder Coating was supplying a $250 gift cert for their shop.
One of the Last tickets I bought was the one.
More cheers, more drunken shouts, I was absolutely shocked.
I'd rolled into town, cleaned up Dodge, and gotten a horse to ride off into the sunset.

Perfect.

@budgiebin@snouts.online I'm... Very competitive with raffles. I set a limit I'm spending, buy half at the beginning and half right at the end.

I like doing probabilities in my head.
I don't win a damn thing. Finally, the final prize comes up, a beat to hell Puch Maxi in cobalt Blue, to the cries of "Shitty Moped! Shitty Moped!"
I was laughing my ass off to hard to realize my ticket had been called.
Cheers. I did a little victory lap around the bonfire and went back, completely satisfied.

@budgiebin@snouts.online I had to take some breaks to troubleshoot some french bikes that were malfunctioning in my line of sight, but it was a solid day of Party Facilities.
Sold a Part I had made by just leaving it out on a Table and someone hunting me down yelling "Shut up and take my money!" so that paid for the Food.
Had the organizer, Liz, come up to me drunk and irate that I'd better come to one of her rallies and Ride sooner or later.
Wrapped up for the night, and then the Raffle came..