Going to be sappy for a sec-
I'm complaining a lot about the recovery process for top surgery and making silly jokes and such, but I am honestly so fucking glad I did this. I've been glad about it from the second I woke up in the hospital (though I admittedly was groggy enough that it mostly expressed as "oh hey. nice.") and that feeling has not abated in the slightest.
No post-op depression, no delayed emotional processing, nearly no pain. Just the difference with a shirt on is already enough to make the results more than worth it - the way my scars turn out is nearly meaningless in comparison. The surgery was already a success. I can walk with my back straight and my head held tall, and I am so happy.