Spooky Mous 🏳️‍🌈🎃 @Mous@awoo.space

I don't like today. I don't like the explosions and loud noises, I don't like the massive agressive grocery store raids leading up to it, I don't like the pressures to celebrate a country I find more horrifying by the day, I don't like the sick conflicted feeling of watching friends celebrate it - out of family obligation, a need for an escape, a desire to hold on to an image of how things SHOULD be...

Everything that has been hard this year seems magnified.

why caaaan't I sleeeeeeeeeeep

I dreamt that the airport had not only separate mens/womens bathrooms, but also separate trans men and trans women bathrooms. Somebody had graffiti'd the signs in protest, and the things written were hilarious but I CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT THEY WERE. I think "absolute shit tower" was one of them??? Piss Abyss is coming to mind, and while I don't think that was one it IS a killer name so

Uuuugh. Bad dreams just don't let up, do they.

Anyone have good solutions for storing a weighted blanket? I'd like it to be easily accessible when I need it, but just keeping it on the bed is a problem because.... it's really heavy lmao

Today is one of those days where I just can't seem to get properly alert. Coffee? Still drowsy. Shower? Snzzzzz. Going for a walk outside? oh my god it's like the surface of the sun nevermind

Nonbinary pals are.......... real great 🐭💙

I'm just... feeling really shitty and defeated about this, tbh. I contacted my doctor's office, but they take like a week plus to get back to you - it's out of my hands and I'm just stuck waiting and missing shots. Getting to sit around helplessly while my body's hormone balance gets once again fucked up in ways that make me miserable.

Got a letter in the mail from my insurance today claiming my treatment request for Testosterone was denied because the directions had suddenly switched to daily injections.

Except... they hadn't. I filled this exact prescription last month, the directions say weekly. They've said weekly for /months/. But now I'm going to miss my shot this week! And every week, until this is resolved!! ARGH!!!

I still really want to hold a big trans-positive beach party. Just need to find someone with a private beach to lend out. :P

thinking about how living with depression redefines the meanings of things like "a good day" or "feeling good". it's all relative.

Hot genderfluid transmasc tip: after top surgery, strap a CamelBak where your tits used to be for discreet, portable hydration on hot days

Not the best lighting, but we made some pretty pork and beans for dinner!

Made a whole bunch of BBQ beans from stuff we already had in the kitchen, they turned out pretty damn tasty! Technically the vast majority of it was food that we paid for and forgot about, but it /feels/ like free food. Yay free food!

I really need to just get someone to pay me to tone their comic for them or something.

I am so, so, so tired of cis people stepping up to tell me that other cis people were "just trying to be nice/polite"

LB: this icon is still real cute and I wanted it on my feed again