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- they/them (agender)
- Sknq
- Pronounced Skunk
- Pawpaps
- tiny, excitable and E N D L E S S
- May Contain
- Introspection, lewds, sads, thirst, puns and silliness.
sknq.
touch fluffy tail.
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Avatar is a picrew thing I have forgotten/lost argh dangit.
Backup/Alt account for @Nine for when things occasionally break, or if I need a venty place, or if I'm being uncharacteristically "lewd", which is... extremely rare in and of itself, lol.
Rarely used, but still active in some respect!
Joined Apr 2017
MH/anxiety take?
Please please get help if you can, however that is done. Self help through approved channels, talking with a support group be that close friends or an actual group set up by people, a doctor or specialist, yoga, whatever helps. Just don't... Please do not do what I've done and just internalise and push it all to the back of my mind.
It will destroy you. I wouldn't wish "just getting over it" on anybody. It's soul crushing.
MH/anxiety take?
Here's possibly a tip. Take with grain of salt or 60.
Do not attempt to brute force your way through mental health issues. It is an absolutely terrible idea. I have tried.
I'm not sure how I'm still alive but I'm definitely not functional. I feel like a machine going through motions. I'm not equipped to diagnose myself properly or explain my symptoms because i keep instinctually writing it off as "just making a big deal out of nothing and just wasting everyone's time".
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today is the day. the day you go into cs:go matchmaking and only use the glock the whole game, yelling "GLOCKTOBER" in mic if anybody questions
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No I don't"think" I need to see someone about this. I DO need to see someone. That's not an opinion that's a fact. I'm a mess and this isn't going to get better just trying to brute force my way through it.
- / ??!!?
... Well shit.
Apparently some of the symptoms I had today aren't labyrinthitis.
They're a panic attack, causing hyperventilation. Which might well have been triggered by the vertigo from labyrinthitis.
Which of course can be made worse by
Drumroll please
Anxiety and panic attacks!
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Holy fuck i don't know how much clearer my body can be about screaming at me "get help".
I really think I gotta see someone about this. ._.;
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Mostly on this account today because feeling fragile and not so good and don't want to flood my main account with negativity and me screaming into the void.
Which now that I type this i realize is pretty bad as well because I'm still just internalising this whole "stop being dramatic" shit I've been programmed to believe.
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I give you the new Expanding Brain format
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-, illness
Oh yay the nausea dizziness lights becoming far too bright, and near fainting is back. Great. Fuck
Fuck.
mh - cont
Now:
Brain: [ I'm FiNEeeE!!?]
Me: oh. Hi depersonalisation anxiety dysphoria and possibly depression.
Brain [ UR fINe!! ]
Me: no I'm not
Brain: [ ALERT YOU ARE FINE AND ARE BEING DRAMATIC ]
Me: I'm... Definitely not?
Brain: [ YES THAT IS WHAT FINE MEANS NOW DO NOT SEEK HELP ]
Me: ... Fuck.
mh -
Younger me: I am fine.
Brain: [ALERT.]
Younger me: ?? ... I am fine?
Brain: *lacks any context or data about what exactly is wrong* [ALERT??!!!?????]
Me: *also similarly unequipped* uh... ? Is... Something wrong?
World: haha no you're just being dramatic and silly you're fine.
Me: o-oh... I... I'm...
World: YOU'RE FINE. STOP BEING A BABY
Brain: [NOT FINE]
Me: I... iM fINe.
Brain: [... FIne??]
Me: ... Y-yes?
Brain: [UPDATED. ALERT: EVERYTHING IS FINE!!!!!]
Me: h-haha. Yaaaayy....
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Only 12 days remain. The Wakeful Hoodie is already 71% funded.
Let's make it happen :). https://www.indiegogo.com/projects/wakeful-hoodie/x/19111436#/ #art #illustration #mastoart #wolf
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Mentions of terrorism and mass disinformation, Rennes 3/3
Public fights and drunkness is a problem is Rennes. Those were the cause of this event. Is immigration at fault? No. Is this incident related to any way to terrorism? No.
Don't trust the fear-mongering media.
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Mentions of terrorism and mass disinformation, Rennes 2/
Three drunk people got in a fight on the square right next to the theater. One pulled out a knife and harmed the others. They went to find refuge in the hall of the theater. Projection of movies were in progress but it didn't happen right before a movie started, so nobody was in there except the employees who called the cops.
Cops arrested the guy with the knife and sent the two others to the hospital, end of story
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Mentions of terrorism and mass disinformation, Rennes 1/
I found out yesterday that my city, Rennes, has been mentioned in many medias from anglophones countries. The event they recount is: "Someone went into a theater and started stabbing people".
The wording of all these reports was heavily evoking an instance of a terrorist attack.
Example: https://nypost.com/2018/09/18/multiple-injured-after-movie-theater-knife-attack-in-france/
The theater at which this happened is right next to where I live. So let me tell you, what really happened.
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If you're wondering where these adorable transformation animations are coming from, they're actually by Osato-kun on FA and Tumblr!
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/osato-kun/
http://osatokun.tumblr.com/
Please make sure to support and source them, they're a precious bean and way too friendly for their own good!
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The wholesomest of wholesome trans-stuff plus dinosaus https://redd.it/9dioiy
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There's... A minidisc emoji... 💽
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One day only! Get my (very punny) erotica short story "Storm in a D-Cup" for the magical price of FREE using this coupon:
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https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/257717
"An extreme weather hunter gets stuck in a small town with no weather, but things get stormy when he runs into the local tempest!"
????... (personal? mental state? character stuff? music? idefk?)
"Gale" (that's not their real name, it's a moniker) is apparently characterised by certain musical tracks
The Prodigy - Wild Frontier
Hyper - Heartbeats
Rival Schools - Eyes Wide Open
Green Day - Having A Blast
The Offspring - Americana
... And weirdly FamilyJules7x's cover of Memory of Lightwaves from final fantasy x-2
Though that has specific imagery attached to it
- Pronouns
- they/them (agender)
- Sknq
- Pronounced Skunk
- Pawpaps
- tiny, excitable and E N D L E S S
- May Contain
- Introspection, lewds, sads, thirst, puns and silliness.
sknq.
touch fluffy tail.
header is from deathgenerator.com/
Avatar is a picrew thing I have forgotten/lost argh dangit.
Backup/Alt account for @Nine for when things occasionally break, or if I need a venty place, or if I'm being uncharacteristically "lewd", which is... extremely rare in and of itself, lol.
Rarely used, but still active in some respect!
Joined Apr 2017
