canpoli, dysphoria, anxiety, panic (-)
So like as soon as I learned my disability wouldn't preclude me from GRS or interfere with the aftercare, I was suddenly stricken with panic. We have a conservative government and I am like actively panicking that they'll harm access to anything gender related. Worse is they made their first real transphobic move like basically as soon as this fear developed, making it so much worse.
canpoli, dysphoria, anxiety, panic (-)
And like I sent an email asking how I like actually should go about this to the clinic I go to and haven't gotten a reply and it's been over a week and I'm kind of starting to get really worried about that.
The sooner I have the funding request completed and submitted the sooner I can breathe as like. I'm genuinely scared the PC government take this away from me.
canpoli, dysphoria, anxiety, panic (-)
Like I kind of wish they held off so I could just worry about taking care of Flora and job hunting but now I have this too.
re: canpoli, dysphoria, anxiety, panic (-)
@Nurbs like, I know phones = anxiety... I did call centre support for a while and I totally feel this.
Buuuuuuut it's a lot easier to put off answering an email than it is someone on a phone, so maybe that's a step if they don't get back to you soon?
canpoli, dysphoria, anxiety, panic (-)
Tl;dr. I am terrified and there's like nothing I can do but wait to hear back about starting the process.