Mental Health (~)
Me: does Something every day to be productive in some manner
My brain: You're not doing enough. You're a failure and you shouldn't have moved so far out here without a job and more money and more to rest on. You are terrible and are a drain to those around you and you should just stay silent and let that guilt continue to weigh you down and further damage your productivity and headway
me, subconsciously somehow: ok sounds reasonable
Mental Health (~-)
I'm most likely ADD
I'm most likely have dissociative disorder
I'm probably on the spectrum
I'm already diagnosed with anxiety/depression
and yet Capitalist American Society doesn't give any shits and would rather me die and I'm trying fucking hard every day just to overcome all of this shit and I just
hate
this world