neptunian, saudade
To be Neptunian, and of Home.
There is a feeling of being immersed under water; such a precious and basic resource for life, and to just be surrounded by it.
There is a feeling of connectedness and serenity. of very spiritually external peace and comfort. To feel not ownership over the land or ocean or anything in it, but to feel a part of it. Welcome and appreciated to an immense scale, and to be comforted by the waters, the planet itself. Floating among all their spirits.
neptunian, saudade
This is as close i can describe to this singular deep feeling i get from my Home. This deep oneness, appreciation, all-encompassing serenity and security.
My Home. Halcyon.
My narrative, my spirituality, my resonant heart and glowing spirit.
There is assuredness here though, somehow. That this is my truth.
That beautiful silvery feeling is too powerful and too beautiful to be nothing
