Oops All KinThoughts™
Talking with a friend about my identity and attraction issues with regards to rubber suits (( summary: It rides a thin line between body-horror and sexy )) and I'm realizing just how much of my sexuality is wrapped up in Not Being Human.
I started to laugh and go on vaguely like
"Being in the suits is always sexy, like how I feel when I wear furry things like paws and a tai-
oh fuck."
Oops All KinThoughts™, Textual NSFW, Gender
Yep, that's right V. You went through the same exact thing with gender. You had no idea how much dysphoria was playing into things until you started thinking differently about yourself and your entire relationship with that entire aspect of yourself.
Then suddenly from the perspective of having different chemicals, anatomy... you started to feel sexy, yeah?
Bingo.
Oops All KinThoughts™
Something about "it hits in waves on different layers", was it?
This is real.
This is actually real.
This actually has been real.
Somehow this is why I've been like this for so, so long
All of those times stumbling with sexuality being like "I don't know why I'm like this but I am I'm sorry" and throwing people off left and right.
Between gender and species... it's no wonder.
