worldview, internal…ism
interesting thought process this morning where I realized a lot of how I have changed over the years has been both the acknowledgement and the manipulation the fact that much of my perception is internal.
A part of it that dawned on me is that it is a natural thing? There is also empowerment and seeing it as hacking, but i guess more to the point is that other methods of trying to feel better haven't worked because they did nothing to manipulate the way that I saw things
worldview, internal…ism
A lot of my internal battle right now is that my knowledge of all this and my worldview in general has changed so much in the past year, but I have a lot of established mental processes that go against this. Basically I am trying to fight my old habits with my new world view.
worldview, internal…ism, belief
I mean, it's all connected. All brainstuff. Identity, perception, belief, experience. My, and maybe a lot of our, brain works differently, or our perception and understanding of how it works differs from the majority.
But i LIKE the narrative that we are hacking our perception, experience, or even world, and i guess that's where my conceptualization of Magics comes in. This stuff that makes sense to us and alters our path in ways we can't with other means?
magics,
But at this point I'm definitely stream of thought, and trying to muse/grasp things. It has been a lot to take in a short time and I'm still working through all my thoughts.
But i feel like maybe I've been sitting here wanting what others have in magics and such and not knowing HOW.
Maybe it's something I've been doing for a while and never notice
worldview, internal…ism
But basically the point of this train of thought was the realization that my mind just works differently, and this is my way of working with it not against it