past, dreams, abuse, reflective 

Found an old dream log from the period of time where I don't have any memories from. I can't even remember some of the names that were written down. Other things spark a little memory, but otherwise.. it's.. depressing?
It's me having all of these dreams that are -very- fake and forced in their desire towards my [abusive] ex-boyfriend at the time in a setting of like.. horrible storms and settings that is very clearly my subconcious brain screaming for my attention

past, dreams, abuse, reflective 

It has been far enough time and therapy to where these things don't bother me at all to reflect on, but it's interesting how much better I know my brain and how I dream now, to where I can definitely read what's going on in a way I couldn't then

past, dreams, nsfw, paws 

Plus, I apparently had a really sexy dream back then where I was just pinned under big footpaws and just smothering them with love and sniffs and licks and worshiping their sharp claws and
some
things
don't change <3

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