plurality, dissociation
whether or not folks saw it, we had a pretty equal input/fronting today between the three of us who care to do so these days.
Also talking about dissociation with folks is immensely useful, and I value being able to talk about a lot of these topics without having to come even close to defending myself or feeling weird or wondering if folks think I'm valid/legit or wild and out there
culture
It hasn't gotten to that point where it's a normalized thing within me, or... rather to say that I continue to realize and value in AWE that I am engaged in and a part of one of, if not the only cultures that -does- stuff like this. I'm infatuated with it and I feel, at this point like I'm still running around to everyone whose been in this for so long going "HOLY SHIT DO YOU REALIZE HOW AMAZING WE ARE"