mh (~)
This has been one of those nights where i feel ancient. Not particularly depressed or wrapped up in the past… but i have been through so much that i honestly feel like i’ve lived lifetimes.
Some days it just weighs heavy and i wonder what i’m doing with my life… what i believe in and fight for… despite the outside world’s complete and heavy hopelessness. I put a lot of stake in the future… that someday things will be better for beings like us. I fight for that
mh (~)
And i just hope i do good. I hope with my ancient soul that i leave this place better than when i came. That i genuinely help bring hope and joy…
Just a night i feel heavy and would like to just be rocked and told that i’m a good toy, and that i have done well to bring light to others’ lives.