Of course, my very live is quite liminal at this point. It a soft, happy comfort how normal such things get.
Explore with your mind’s eye enough and it’s amazing how vividly you can see… feel… the mind is powerful
You can dip your paw in the sea and feel the coolness flow through your fur and digits, soothing your pawpads. The sight of the moon(s) glimmering in the sky. Sound of the boat rocking on the waves while you breath in the cool night air
I can anchor up, dive in and kiss coral and float gently among the algae glow. Take a deep breath and feel the gill slits move and work. Feel yourself breath through them.
I can feel it, see it, smell it as i sigh and relax soft in the crisp spring night.