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gender vent, social 

Ugh, experience with folks vary wildly from "you are a guy and I refuse to acknowledge you otherwise if you correct me" to "gendered correctly; everything is fine"

Also children are the worst ugh

dream stuff, woo? 

Day 3: still have no idea why I woke from a deep sleep uttering the term "panthea", considering I had to look it up myself.

What are you up to, subconscious?

morning grumbling, dissonance 

I'm not ready to be a human this week and go do human work things.

Last reboost is too real haha. This was exactly me like "OH FUCK WHAT AM I LOSING MY MIND please tell me I have a grip on reality still. this is real oh gosh oh gosh"

self goals. 

Anxiety is such a huge issue in my life, but I want to be able to tread lightly on this world. A calm peace with the flow of things. It's really difficulty for me, though.

self care (lack of) 

I'm really bad at taking care of myself

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self care (lack of) 

Nearly threw up today because I was so hungry. I've basically had a box of macaroni and cheese all weekend ._.

During the week, since I've no access to a fridge or anything like that, nor do I really have time to go anywhere, I've just been not eating lunch & waiting until I get home at 6. Sometimes without even eating breakfast.

I've basically slept most of this weekend, my longest sleep being 8pm-3pm & I'm still so tired. My leg/hip still hurts and has been for a week now

macro, plush 

They started off being able to fit in your pocket.

But the more you hugged them, the more love you gave, the bigger and more animate they got.

They would climb into bed each night as your little jetpack
Then they would be on top of you, an extra blanket on cold nights
Then they were your bed.

Movement through the house became an issue, though they were able to squish down through doors.

Now you're laying on your front
Their paw looming
Soft stomp, down on you
A lovely massage.

Retweeted @Satellite_09@twitter.com:

Am i too late for #cutiesaturday? concept sketches for my new OC Gillian. She's a mermaid!

I'm kind of a wreck right now and understanding increasingly less of what I post so I'm gonna go for a while

Anyway I came here to get away from this sort of existential fucking turmoil so can you just fucking not maybe idk

trans discourse, dysphoria 

it's one thing to go "hey this is how my dysphoria works and this is how I've conceptualized it" and another to go "dysphoria is this definition and I am now implying that folks who feel dysphoria must be feeling it for these reasons [only], and folks who fall outside this definition are wrong."

Just ugh

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trans discourse, dysphoria 

This is a prime example of like

hey,
if this is your lived experience and that's how you feel about yourself that's like… fine. But don't start assuming that this is how everyone experiences things, else you say insultingly generalized things based on your own biased experience that makes me snarly as fuck.

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trans discourse, dysphoria 

Re: witches.town/users/SoniEx2/upd

I don't feel like my parts are wrong "because folks insists they are" and the implications there is one of the most disgusting takes I've heard in a while. It's absolutely insulting to hear someone insist that all of the pain I'VE felt would just go away if people "stopped telling me that my body is wrong".

Hey, you.

You're a wonderful creature-
a sentience
a person (or not a person!)

a You.

You're a good you-
and your existence makes the world a brighter place.

I'm glad you're part of the story.
I believe in you.

And, as always,
may you dream of wonders.

💜

I'll repost that part of last night because it stands, with heart.

Kith, my kith
This world is not yours
The anger and violence
That aches your heart

Kith, my kith
Cry on my shoulder
You need not explain
The pain in your heart

Kith, my kith
It's all so wrong
I see it all around
But not in your soul

Kith, my kith
We are here to stay
So the least I can do
Is be here for you

Some days you just ache for the vary state of this world.
I'm feeling it hard tonight
"This is all wrong"
Well
Not ALL wrong.
You're here.
You're here…

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