-> @oneironott@vulpine.club @Oneironott@awoo.space
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing
Joined Apr 2017
My heart swims through radiant kelp forests with ya 🌊✨☮️
Check out my band called the Trans Aquatic Therian Orchestra
My aesthetic is really aquatic and really gay
plurality, oneironautics
Both my headmate, @Silverwing, and I distinctly remember very separate dreams last night which VERY much intrigues me on a scientific level.
-> @oneironott@vulpine.club
boosted
star trek: we're a high-minded series about humanity's better nature
also star trek: https://mastodon.social/media/bmcrYBJ-KF9IHmuOHv8
Glowtide 💙✨💙✨💙
therapy, kinstuff
I talked about a lot of dissonance with regards to how fast I’ve changed. That i still have this internalized shame that makes me feel ridiculous for even feeling species dysphoria.
I mean, ITS A PRETTY WEIRD THING
And it well shattered how I thought people could Be. I’m glad for that, though. This worldview is much better.
I’m really going to miss her when i move. She told me to keep in touch, though.
therapy, kinstuff
My therapist didn’t end up commenting much to my lamenting in my inability to address species dysphoria. “What am i supposed to do when i can’t DO anything about this?”
She let me grief, and i reminded myself that this is, in fact, a reason i’m moving nearer to a community that does help so.
It’s difficult, and theres not always answers. It Just Sorta Is.
-> @oneironott@vulpine.club
boosted
Okay so a slightly awkward(?) general clarification given I've seen this come up twice in as many days and a couple other times since I mentioned it last month?
"Glowtide" is not the name of a specific party or set of parties at a particular location; it is the name of a holiday season. That is like one of the only things about it that I'm going to be a bit uptight about, because I don't WANT it to start feeling like it's a concept I own manifested by events I'm involved in. :)
🌟💜✨❄️💙❄️✨💜🌟
1) thick trans girls in flannel 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻
2) practicing my second person POV
3)LEWD TOYS
lewd, freewrite, toy
Unfamiliar faces flit into familiar friends, and their eyes show joy in your own enjoyment. They keep asking you how you feel as things get clearer, and give warm, pleasant snuggles of appreciation and care.
lewd, freewrite, toy
It continues like that until the sun rises. You feel your memory return in a fuzz, vinyl breaking way to your old hide. After the party stops and everyone has had their fill, they treat you differently. At the first signs of your change back, they ask you how you feel, get you water, food.
lewd, freewrite, toy
They cheer <& you are filled with warm, pleasant feelings of wholeness>. Her afterglow winds down & she slips out with a whisper of ‘Good toy’ in your ear that feels familiar. <it fills you with love, warmth, & purpose, & you crave to feel it again>.
the night has only begun
lewd, freewrite, toy
It doesn’t take long for her to reach her climax. She hilts deep and seems to stop herself from sinking her teeth into your vulnerable neck. You can feel her seed splatter against the inner walls of your transparent belly with kinky, hollow splats, and everyone else can see it.
lewd, freewrite, toy
The rest of the party cheers her on. Squeak by squeak, you can feel her get closer. You feel a handpaw on your light maw. It grabs at your panting tongue and useless teeth, laughing at the vinyl saliva. <you lick sensually anyway, and feel content to show your sex toy nature>
lewd, freewrite, toy
<their gazes fill you with trust and calmness in the situation>. The thick, strong vixen in flannel hefts you into <proper> position. She’s thick, but your tight, overinflated toy body gives way eagerly. She’s cute, you think, and hope your body pleases her.
lewd, freewrite, toy
The gazes feel nice, though. They fill you with pleasant feelings of usefulness, and you shake your thick, shiny tail in kind. A girl lines up behind and grabs it, and you smile back. You don’t feel entirely in control <and you don’t need to worry about it>.
lewd, freewrite, toy
You don’t know how you got here, & can’t remember much of anything but a rigorous process of consent sometime prior. You don’t remember much <you don’t need to>, but as the folks at this party needily stare at your semitransparent toy body, you think it wasn’t always like this.
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing
Joined Apr 2017
