-> @oneironott@vulpine.club @Oneironott@awoo.space
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing
Joined Apr 2017
drugs, [species] dysphoria (~)
I’ve heard stories, but my trust in them is… yeah.
I don’t think it’s the same thing.
And I don’t think i could get so lucky
drugs, [species] dysphoria (~)
If only there was a drug that let me feel things easier. Crank my mind’s eye up to 12 and maybe i can feel some resemblance of peace for a while.
dysphoria
We are owed the bodies we desire.
No one deserves dysphoria.
We deserve better
I’m so sorry.
We don’t deserve this.
death/suicide, dysphoria (-), not me
Trans and/or otherkin culture is relating to others because they’re all twenty-somethings and younger who have known at least one person who has passed because of dysphoria…
-> @oneironott@vulpine.club
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Smooch dragons
💋 :western_dragon: 🐉 💋
-> @oneironott@vulpine.club
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If I were asked to describe the core idea of postfurry in a single phrase, I'd say "radical self-authorship".
woo
I think perhaps i’m starting to… really believe my own narrative. I don’t know. But it feels REAL. Very real…
But *nervous laughter* this is supposed to be a perception thing right hah. Realness of Belief in the worth of it’s own impact? Something like that? Heh.
Why does this feel… really real. How... ?
woo,postfurry
It was one thing to nervously get huge cosmic pangs of familiarity from certain postfurry folks when i first found them, before my realizations, but… I don’t know what this is or where it has been coming from.
I feel like I’ve… been Me longer than i could have possibly ever been Me
woo
The strange cosmic-level feeling that i am exactly who i am meant to be.
The nervous feeling that I’ve been getting deep pangs of familiarity -with myself- that seems… beyond this cycle.
What… what AM i, exactly? What IS this? Why do i suddenly feel as though I’ve decompressed a history of emotional memory dating beyond my -life-.
Dragons are immensely attractive
Serial Experiments Lain, spoilers
This is absolutely something I would have been pretty upset by when I was younger in my lack of knowledge, but it had me from like episode 1 or 2 going "Oh yeah this is dissociative as fuck and there is absolutely multiple Lains"
Serial Experiments Lain, spoilers
Folks: "It made me question the boundaries of reality"
Me, an entity of a plural system who's familiar with dissociation and trying to figure out who ve is in relation to: *using spirituality and adjacent practices to alter ver own perception and narrative* Yeah I can see that
I've been watching this recently and just finished it and 👌
-> @oneironott@vulpine.club
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PSA for people who #code:
Looking stuff up does NOT make you bad at coding.
"Not having to look up stuff" is NOT the benchmark for a good coder, especially as coders have to look up stuff ALL THE TIME!
And I don't mean highly advanced stuff, but stuff like "How does division work again?" or "What's that function called?" or my personal favorite "How to I nest for loops in list comprehensions?".
It's ok if you have to look up stuff!
-> @oneironott@vulpine.club
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Quell the worry. The stress. Ease. Rock with the waters. Soothing waves
Meditation~💙
youth, otherkin, dysphoria
I'm fighting some dysphoria right now. That's why I do this. I talk through it and I seem to naturally veer positive these days. So I talk it out, and it helps.
It hurts some nights.
youth, otherkin, postfurry
I had hardly ever talked to another kin folk. I had hardly ever uttered words out loud and I was afraid it'd been just too pushed from my brain.
But oh no.
Since then the weird plinko chips sorta fall deeper.
somehow, I've always been this. I knew it even in my earliest youth.
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing
Joined Apr 2017
