money
I made a thing https://ko-fi.com/oneironott
Like idk really.
But i guess like… yeah.
If you want to donate or like… something? I’m not really sure yet.
Living with a coyote is fucking ridiculous some days (at least he didn’t actually change my desktop password :P)
https://awoo.space/media/-jqx4zN3aBtiPdXYmJk
https://awoo.space/media/jwPM8iIWmImZ_AHWmg4
https://awoo.space/media/tXNTP9jMUBX_pctL5bw
https://awoo.space/media/FeKElK5Cshlv-7IXClA
music, life, woo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-RT_CxPA0mg
This is one of the songs that's pretty close to me in my spiritual awakening and journey of self... particularly the gradual clarity of my own sense of self, and my nature as nonhuman.
The pulsing heartbeat and slogging through and then just this... awe-inspiring vastness.
In a way, my life prior to my coming into self and transition has seemed like a haze, and I only just now feel like I can see.
It's such an amazing feeling.
species dysphoria, MH
It just hurts right now. feeling my ability to converse in voice chat embarrassingly plummet and my body and brain just stops working right. Can barely talk.
These bodies -don't make sense-. some days it all feels like a horror and I can't stop screaming in the back of my head.
THIS IS WRONG THIS IS WRONG THIS IS WRONG THIS IS WRONG THIS IS WRONG THIS IS WRONG
Where is my tail? my webbing? where is the water around me? where is my hide or fur. My serenity... My peace
species dysphoria, resonant empathy
If... it means anything to you all... If I had the power to grant you the ability to be your truest selves... to stop this hideous dissonance.... I would do so in a heartbeat
Even if it hurt me.
Even if it killed me.
even if it ended all my future cycles
There is nothing that frustrates me more than having to see suffering
and not being able to do anything to help.
Blue furries may not be blue after all.
https://youtu.be/3g246c6Bv58
kinstuff, phantom limbs
Sometimes @Silverwing ’s phantom limbs get crossed with mine and i start feeling wings or an extra set of arms.
Eh, i’m egregious postfurry right, i can easily swish it away as trying on some energy wings and/or pretty, synthetic chrome arms n.n’
*starts really enjoying the idea* oh no
nsfw (passion), very neptunian
There is them.
There is you.
You listen to that passion,
Every inch of you that appreciates them
And every inch of them that appreciates you
Resonates
Laulei-saa, tulu zapho, narei
Pulse and feeling
Mindlink and pleasure
Halcyon beckons
So may the sea of voices
Moan in lust
nsfw (passion), very neptunian
You get used to it, doing it in water.
You flow~
no worries.
No performance anxiety.
Feel the connection of the deep and Sea~.
Listen to your heart pound to the churning and the warmth pass through your fur or scales. Gaze at your partner lit by sunlight and clear blue
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing